“I think that I cannot preserve my health and spirits, unless I spend four hours a day at least–and it is commonly more than that–sauntering through the woods and over the hills and fields, absolutely free from all worldly engagements.” Henry David Thoreau.
Today I walk towards the west. Not my usual starting-out direction. But the west seems to be calling me today—a subtle magnetism. My heart compass follows.
I leave the road and venture into the woods and the meadows and the fields. A yellow-marked trail points the way. Whether I follow the trail, God only knows. My needle trumps yellow-marked trails. Always seeming to settle on my true north.
In the walking, I ascend deep into the heights of communion with God. (The beauty of nature is always meant to be a means of connection.) Minutes turn into quarter hours; half hours into hours. I am lost in prayerful thought—a comfortable place for me.
I descend. No yellow-marked trail. In fact, no trail at all. I had come to an intersection at some point in my prayer journey. A one-road crossroad—the trail before me and the wild to the left and right of me. Needle took me off the trail. Go figure.
Peering through the trees, a paved road appears at a distance. I make my way to it. Surely, I can’t be too far from home. I must have been on this road before. Yet, the familiar things I search for to give me my bearings are not there. I left the path and now I am lost. And I am not good with lost.
No choice but to start walking. Just keep walking.
Faith—the certainty that what we hope for is waiting for us, even though we cannot see it up ahead—whispers into my fears.
All those who wander are not lost. There is a purpose in your wanderings. Trust God. He is with you on your sojourn.
Sometimes you must wander but soon enough, you will discover that you are on your destiny path. Just keep wandering, one step at a time, until your path becomes clear.
And then … I see it up ahead.
The familiar in the midst of the unfamiliar.
I am almost home.
One more destiny path blazed in the untamed wild of my soul.